Worried........

It's 3.30 am in the morning. I couldn't sleep, because result is out in a few hours time.

Yes, i am worried, i know i have done quite a lot for the bar, but franking speaking, i do not think that they are enough for me to pass my bar. That's why i am worried.

I dreamt a few nights before that i could pass the exam. Nevertheless, i had a nightmare yesterday about the getting disaster result. So which one will be the reality? i even went online to check it's indication. Silly me!

People around me always tell me " jason, don't worry, you can one.... sure can pass one....", but it just couldn't work for me this time. I've tried to make myself busy, by cooking, watching youtube, watching news..... but i am still worried.

But i guess, i need to stay positive, even if i failed, i still can resit, is not the end of the world.

So guys, do not worry about me, i will get the result by post in a few hours time, so will notified you guys about the result. And seriously, thanks everyone for the love and care.


Choon Wei says,

Hoping for the best, preparing for the worst!

The Fantastic 4

Yes, it's time to talk about them, The Fantastic 4!

Frankly speaking, there are too much to talk about them. In short, they are my classmates and friends whom i met during my uni time. Of course, they are more than that! They are often more like my eldest brothers and sister, taking caring of me and providing me shelter to grow. With them, i feel comfortable and rarely need to do anything. That's why i always think that my uni life will be far more difficult without them.

I decided to make a minor contribution to the friendship by making a little movie clip in return. Although the many days and countless hours i spent in editing the clip are insignificant to their contribution to the friendship, but i do hope that they will enjoy the clip.

Thank you Thong, Ah Dee and Mimi for your tolerance, love and care! Friendship forever!

Just for Laugh!

Choon Wei:

Hahahaha

小辣椒

想知道国会有进步吗？ 有改变吗？ 请观赏让你热血沸腾，目不暇给，精彩绝伦的演讲！











竣鍏说：

铿锵有力，

热血沸腾，

一针见血，

击中要害，

精彩绝伦，

满堂喝彩，

西北辛辣！

四‘喜’临门

早上起床，就如平常一样的刷牙洗脸，可是洗脸的过程中，似乎好像摸到脸上一些不寻常的硬块， 抬头一看，一，二，三，四，妈的! 又长痘痘！而且还是四‘喜’临门！

合指一算， 才知道痘出有因， 因为考试又要到了！没错！ 还剩4 张考试，3 个星期的时间，我就将结束我的课程，告别学生时代，可谓喜忧掺半。 喜的是，终于可以逃离读书的宿命，摆脱考试的魔掌，结束让我身心疲累的课程；忧的是，不晓得考的12 张试卷可否通通过关，更担心毕业后，茫茫的前路。

想起刚出炉的成绩单，真是让我触目惊心，因为有一张试卷，我只是刚好及格而已！当时真是把我吓出一身冷汗，想想如果真的被当掉，我想我2008 年的命运将会i被改写！感谢菩萨，让我命不该绝！

不管如何，要毕业，还得过完剩下的四关。虽然有难度，不过老娘一定会全力以赴，拼了老命的去完成我大学毕业前的最后告别作！朋友们，让我们在世界的各个角落，一起加油吧！



竣鍏：

全力以赴，做到最好！

走鋼索的人

走鋼索的人
作詞：易家揚　作曲：李泉　編曲：鍾興民

走在半空中　要人命的風　

就快要把我吹落

妳在那一頭　說妳不愛我　

我掛在風裡顫抖

走鋼索的人　

不害怕犧牲　只求妳一句　愛我

往前是解脫　後退是自由　

我應不應該回頭

風吹痛我雙眼　我看不清楚　

我平衡不了 躲在我心裡的苦　

我要給妳幸福　妳蠻不在乎

妳愛不愛我　會決定我　下一步

往前是冷漠　後退是寂寞　

乾脆我墜落

回憶在左手　未來在右手　

誰又會 同情我

想梦，梦想。。

爱因斯坦曾经说过，幻想比知识重要，因为个人的知识是有限的，但幻想是无限的,它可以包含全世界，它会刺激进步，孕育发展。不仅如此， 我个人更是觉得，幻想是人类进步的资本，动力的泉源。就如人类许多不可思议的 革命，都是靠个人的幻想与梦想发展出来的。

如果没有当年莱特兄弟想飞的梦想，就没有今天的飞机。

比如没有当年爱迪生想照亮黑夜的梦想，我们的夜还是会黑的。

再说如果林宥嘉没有坚持的追梦，他今天也不会在舞台上，发光发热！

你呢？你有梦想吗？我当然有！而且有很多很多。。

我梦想可以当一名出色的律师，可以在法庭上做人权的先锋，当正义的敢死队，

如画中律师。

我梦想可以当一名出色的政治家，可以在国会殿堂上，滔滔不绝的演讲，

就像Obama

我梦想可以当一名出色的企业家，登上权威杂志封面,并且接受访问，

像华人首富李嘉诚

我梦想可以当一名出色的歌手，开一场万人演唱会，在再舞台上发光发热。

如星光冠军林宥嘉

我梦想可以当一名出色的主持人，可以从容不迫的主持各种大型节目，把欢乐带给观众，

如主持天后陶子

我梦想可以当一名出色的演员，演尽人生百态，

就像梁朝伟

我梦想可以当一名出色的金融家，叱诧金融界，

我梦想可以当一名慈善家，回馈社会，扶助弱小儿童。

就像Warren Buffet

我还想。。。。。。。。

我想表达的是，我们应该勇敢想梦，努力梦想。因为梦想是年轻的权利，年轻是梦想的资本。哪怕它是多么的遥远，哪怕有多少人侮辱与嘲笑，你都必须要弃而不舍得追逐它。更重要的是，积极的把梦想加入坚持，孕育理想，如此一来，梦想终究会成 真的！请相信它吧!

竣鍏说：

追逐梦想我不怕，人因梦想而伟大！

Happy Brithday To Me!

My pandan flavour birthday cake

Well, today is the 22nd years which i am borned as a human! Means I am 22 years old already! Gosh!

As exam is around the corner, I did not have any huge birthday party for myself this year, however, i still feel happy as i managed to receive a lot of birthday wishes both physically and intangibly from my friends. Bellow are the list of wishes i got before or on my birthday:

1. On 8 of March i received 5 birthday cards all the way from my friends in Malaysia. They are my beloved friends whom i knew since primary school, they are: Cheap Nee,Da Tou, Kemo, Kam Mei, Jee San and MC (on the way). Bravo to their tremendous efforts, although my friend, Da tou, bought me a "get well soon" card instead of a birthday card. - _ - . I hereby use this opportunity to express my appreciation to Cheap Nee for spreading the news around my friends in Malaysia which i reminded her to do so, few weeks ago. She had indeed done a great job.

Wishes around the world, could you identify which one is yours?

2. On the same day, my beloved friend surprised me with the first birthday present when we were having lunch in China town.

My first present, Yeng or not!

3. On the 9 of March, 12pm, besides receiving a lot of greetings on Msn, my two lovely housemate, Derrick and Jin, surprised me with a huge lovely birthday cake, together with a live birthday song sang by them. During the mini-celebration, mimi and thong joined us through the online conference where they later gave me a giant birthday card plus 2 marvelous presents! Special thanks to them! I really like the presents very much!

Me in pyjamas with my birthday cake

Lovely housemate, Jin and Dede



Having Conference with Mimi and Thong!



Giant birthday card from them!


Red Jacket from Thong, De, Jin and Mimi, Cool right!

4. On the 10th, I managed to get more birthday wishes from Msn by me nudging my online friends with threat. Further, i received a postcard from Australia by Ke Xiou, my SAM friend + karaoke partner whom i gave my UK address last week to give her a hint that my birthday is coming soon.

5. On the same day, my 2 housemates, Derrick, Jin insisted to bring me out for a dinner for a second round celebration. We then went to a Taiwanese restaurant which Tong recommended. I swear the food was just too awesome. Special thank to Derrick for accompany us despite he got exam tomorrow. Good luck Derrick.

Awesome Taiwanese food!!!


They got O Jian too! Yum

Thanks for the dinner!

6. Finally, just before my birthday ended, I received a song from a friend. It was a piano birthday song she invented and played in live. My heart nearly melt when i was listening to it. Thank god my heart did not actually melt, if not.....choi!

Birthday surprise!

That's all for my 22nd birthday. Besides wishing to pass my Bar exam, i hope all my family and friends will always stay healthy and happy. Thank you guys for all the wishes and presents, I really appreciate them very much!


Choon Wei says:


Obviously, most of my birthday wishes are not obtained through violence and threat!

民主的胜利！

民主斗士加巴星，林吉祥

在野党在这次选举不但守住丹州，更一举攻陷了槟，吉，霹，雪四州， 成功否决国阵在国会三分之二的国会议席，真是可喜可贺。身为槟城人的我，更是为民主行动党得以在槟州执政，感到无比兴奋与骄傲，这真是民主迟来的胜利呀！

恭贺林冠英为新任槟州首席部长，左为其父林吉祥，右为郭素心。

这此选举充分显示了马来西亚各个民族对政府的不满与愤怒，对于国阵长期对人民压迫，马来西亚人民终于用手中的一票对国阵大大声说: Enough is enough! 五年前，人民赋予国阵九十巴仙的国会议席，把国阵带到天堂，可惜，五年来国阵政府只手遮天，行政，司法滥权与贪污案不断上演，油价，物价连连上涨，巫统举剑等事件，弄得民怨沸腾，民不聊生。国阵从天堂到地狱的惨败下场可谓咎由自取，自取灭亡。我想此次选举结果应该可掛醒我们沉睡中的首相，如他再不觉醒，痛定思过，下次不但会再失州政权，就连中央政权也会拱手让人。

巫统大会，睡一睡。



内阁会议也睡。




国际会议又睡。。。到底几时才要醒。。。。

在此我希望呼吁在野党，此次的选举结果虽已结束，但它更意味着责任的开始。在野党应把国阵的所做所为当作借镜，切记忽重倒他们的覆辙，辜负人民对你们的期望。如在野党 辜负人民，人民会再次用选票把你们赶下台！这就是民主的力量！

竣鍏说：

民主，民主，人民作主！

DAMNNN IT!

DAMN it! Today i just had my 6th exam out of 12! I seriously screwed it man! I am really preparing for the worst! Which is failing it! It is going to be my first time over my 4 years law study! The consequence of failing it is even worst! It means i will not be able to graduate in July! Damn it! Haizzzzz.

What to do! i can blame the lack of time in doing the question, i can blame the incapability of my lecturer in teaching me .... but i chose not to, because i know the i am the one that should be blamed. If i were to put more efforts in it things will be different, so i am the sole cause of the possible failure.

Anyhow, what has been done is done. I just need to accept the true fact, face it, solve it and then let it be! Just don't allow myself to repeat the mistake again. Moreover there is still hope! Cos the result is not out yet! Even if i failed, i still can resit the paper and graduate in October instead of July! So it is not the end of the world! So people, do pray for me!



Choon Wei says:


Keep the spirit up and never say give up!

Let me go home!

Do not why suddenly miss home so much! This is my 3rd year in UK already, still i like penang more than UK. I miss my family, miss my friends, miss my house, miss my room, miss my bed, miss my car, miss my lucky (hopefully he is still alive), miss eating cha koey tiao, o jian...........


Dedicate the following song to myself: Home, Michael Buble



Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home


Choon Wei says:

Guan Yin ma, Let me go home....

He squeezed my cheek!

Yes, the guy who just squeezed my cheek was Sir Ian Mckellen!

Sir Ian McKellen as Gandalf in the Lord of the Rings

It all begins by me and Derrick joining Jin's dining session in Inner Temple. I wrinkled up my forehead in perplexity when people around me started to shout that Sir Ian Mckellen is here, having drinking session with us before the dining started. It was quite shameful for me for not knowing him before i actually saw him. My immediate reaction after seeing him was like: Ohh!! the X men guy!!

Me and My Housemate, Jin taken during dining.

During dining, I actually recalled from the conversation I had with my friends that the character he acted in X men is called "Magneto" and of course he is also famous of acting as "Gandalf" in the Lord of the Rings.

Sir Ian McKellen as Magneto in X-Men 3

I swear he was just sitting behind me which my friends, derrick and Nori had direct, full view of him for the whole night! He was then asked by the Master Treasurer to give a speech which he then acted a Shakespeare play. Well, although he looks like an ordinary man in reality and i didn't really know what he was acting, but still, I must admit that his acting was just too stunning!

Evidence showing that he was just sitting behind me.

The best part had yet to come! After dining, we approached him to express our admiration towards him which he kindly responded to us. He shaked our hands ( his hand was quite thick), gave autograph to one of my friends, Kim and even hug my housemate, Jin!! ( I am sure that Jin will spend her whole life talking about it). He then went out to have a smoke.

People were trying to approach him, but few with success.

When we were preparing to go home excitedly, he re-enterred the hall again and walked pass us. When he was walking pass me, he suddenly holds out both of his hands and squeezed my cheek tightly! It was so unexpectedly! It was indeed the highlight of the night. Thanks to Jin, without her invitation i would not be squeezed by him!

Picture session in Inner Temple after being squeezed by him.

Choon Wei says:

I think i will be famous soon. See me in X-men 4!

Why Should I Vote?

Many apologies to my “Blog’s Fanz” for not constantly updating my blog. It is very obvious that I once again failed to fight against the my lazy evilness. As the Malaysia’s general election is around the corner, it is time to talk about politics, something young adult, like you may not interested in.

Many of my friends know I like politics, some even ask me whether I will join politics in the future. Well, I can tell you firmly that the answer will be a negative one. I believe a person need to have passion for it, it is not simply a passion to be a politician, but a strong passion to serve the people and the nation. Yes, I know is bullshit, but this is what most the politicians use as a slogan for their election campaign. It is a public secret that most of Malaysia politicians, even some of the opposition MPs, fail to do so. Pointing at the polluted drainage which subsequently appear in the newspaper is what most of the politicians' regarded it as a way to serve the people and nation. Of course, I am definitely not going to be one of them man. Thus, despite the fact that I love politics, becoming a politician is not my cup of tea, not because I do not have passion to be a politician, but simply because I do not possess the true quality which a politician should have, i.e. the sincerity and the passion to serve the people and the nation. This is also one of the reasons i decided to be a superstar instead.

Restaurant, café, Kompitiam are places where most of the people express their view in politics after having their meal. They often complain about the government on how they ill-treated them, some of them even went on to critic the opposition for their inability to solve their problems. Nevertheless, from what I observed, those people especially young adult hardly come out to vote on the Election Day, simply because they strongly believe that their one single vote would not make a huge difference in the election. Well, this is absolutely untrue! Even if the party or the politician you supported did not win in the end, it still means a lot for them. A winning MP will tend to show greater assiduity in "serving the people" if he won the election by 5 votes as supposed to 5000 votes. Therefore, you should not underestimate your vote, and of course not a single one!

Cherish the single vote you have that will make a change.

Obviously, the purpose of posting this article, is not aimed to ask you to vote for whoever politician or whatever political party, it is simply aimed to encourage you to fulfil your responsibility as a citizen and to exercise your right to vote which this democratic country granted you. This could be the only chance in five years time for you to make a change and make a minor contribution to your beloved country. Of course, you have the discretion not to vote, however, if you decided to do so, please be reminded that you should not make any comment or complaint to the government or the opposition, simply because you have not make any effort in changing this country to be better.

Last but not least, please believe that your vote is valuable and as what U.S. Senator Barack Obama says: "We can! We can make a change! " when the American undermined his ability to be the Next and First Black American President.

Obama proves to the supporters that he can make a change, despite the American questioned his ability to be the Next American President.

Choon Wei says:

"Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country."

J.F Kennedy

Everything

Michael Buble - Everything lyrics

You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La


Choon Wei says:

If you have someone in your mind, you should dedicate this song to him/her.

Blog Or Not Blog, It Was A Question

Memory in Rome, Italy.

You might puzzle over my sudden decision to set up a blog. Well, I was hesitating whether or to set up a blog after acknowledging people around me had set up theirs. Initially, i really do not think it is a good idea as i always want to keep my life as mysterious as possible (although it was mainly due to my extreme laziness to set it up). Nevertheless (walaubagaimanapun), i realised that it does bring me more pros than cons. Following are the reasons for the decision:

Firstly, this blog is dedicated to my family and friends. A lot of my friends (especially those in Mas) do not really know what is happening in my London's life. So, to clear their doubts, especially in preventing them to ask me WHEN AM I COMING BACK ( Answer: Before Sept), i decided to set up a blog for them to gossip about me. (their life is getting bored without me)

Memory with my beloved friends，when we are still slim.

Secondly, it is dedicated to me, myself. Well, i am an extreme forgetful person, forget to greet friends for their birthdays, forget to appreciate what i had, forget about the value of life... Therefore, besides giving me an opportunity to express my appreciation to my beloved, setting up this blog helps me to know more about myself before my memory fades away.

Memory of the graduation with fantastic 4

Thirdly, it is a record for my thoughts and improvements. I have many thoughts in life, politics, democracy, economics, current awareness.... that i wish to express and share with, hence, this blog will be my platform to air my grievances on politics, to protest on those who misinterpreted democracy, to demonstrate my passion in life... and in the same time exercising my right of freedom of speech and expression. All in all, it is a record of my personal development both physically (whether i could successfully lose weight) and mentally (whether i could think maturely albeit i got a baby face)

Memory of having thoughts in cold

In conclusion, as i said in my first ever post, i am certain that this blog will bring joys, happiness and improvements for both my friends and I in the near future!


Choon Wei says:

If i ever lost my memory like those in Korean dramas, please do show me this blog.

我跟你拼了！

4. 45pm 我对它说：你再不print 我跟你拼了！

再 过1 小时 15 分钟， 我必须要把我辛辛苦苦，熬了10 天，呕心沥血，的 38 篇论文交到大学去，如没准时交的话， 我就会被当掉，而且连当两科，如真被当，那我的律师梦可能因此破碎，百多千的学费就会丢入深海里！想到这里， 我的心凉了一半！ 可是偏偏就在这个时候， 我可爱的printer 竟然发生故障！ 我的天！从我家到大学起码都要30分钟， 如果情况再持续下去, 恐怕真得就会迟到！最近一直吃香蕉， 我真的不想再吃焦了！所以我在以疲累的身躯， 焦虑的精神，对我可爱的printer说：你再不print 我跟你拼了！

就在此时， 可爱的printer终于听到我爱的呼唤，动起来了！我想，我命不该绝。。。

但是，焦虑结束了吗！没有！因为我还得赶去学校交才行啊！！路途中，我心想，如果我走路时被车撞到，搭巴士遇到塞车，搭地铁被恐怖分子炸伤的话， 我还是会迟到！想着想着！差一点点我就。。。。我就。。。
错过该下的地铁站！我真是为自己捏了一把冷汗！不过那时却有想过，如果真的被炸伤， 我还是会捂住我身上的伤口`，爬去大学，因为我不能重考，我不能够再过如此非人的生活，再写38篇的论文了！想着想着，耶， 就到学校了！

走进办公室，耶，为何如此少人？看看手表，我的妈呀！才5.30pm! 好彩的叻！
就当我把我那呕心沥血，感人肺腑的论文交出去后， 耶，你说奇怪不奇怪，突然之间，三五成群的人就涌进来。 哟， 原来有好很多人都还没交呢！

就在我取笑别人的同时，我突然听见一阵巨响！啊！才知道，我今天还没有吃到东西呢！哈哈！

讲了那么长， 总结是：我交了我的论文， 我没有被炸伤！

竣鍏说：

当你遇到上述情况时， 需紧记：

容忍中保持警觉，

忙乱中保持冷静。

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万众期待！ 《俊语。伟论》 终于在众人的期待中，在2008年1月18日，雄立于此！真是无比壮观！就在今天，我以疲累的身躯，焦虑的精神， 期待的心情，来完成这个任务。 疲累是因为3 天来因为赶两篇考试论文我只睡了8 小时，没错，是8 小时！不要怀疑，我是大家认识的我，所以你说累不累！焦虑是因为我还没写完另一篇要在4天后交的论文，跑来这里写部落格，所以你说焦不焦！不过我更是以期待的心情来迎接此刻， 因为我相信我的时间不会白花的，而我更坚信此部落格将会带给我无穷无尽的欢乐与进步！此乃为何? 下回分晓！因为我再不写论文！我就要吃蕉了！谢谢各界支持！

讲了这么长，终结是：我有部落格了！